A moment of pristine personal power
I want to share something very specific: Earlier today: I find myself in a moment of personal power: I am choosing whether to choose joy or not.
I am not in the moment of directly choosing joy or not joy, but I am in the moment before. I am choosing whether or not to actively step into a choice or not. (Following me..?)
I am realizing that the option is there for me, I AM able to choose joy, but in the state I am in I am not quite there yet, I am totally off balance (literally fell down the stairs and ripped a toe nail off) + pre-new moon energies and other galactic energies affecting my sense of grounding, presence and focus.
I feel scattered, off-centered and ready to head into a day or two or integration, reflection with a bit of sadness to my mood. I don’t really want to be cheerful and enthusiastic right now and I know it is both very much okey and a natural part of the process of being an awakening human being, but,
And this is a BIG BUT: I am still ABLE to choose joy if I want to. AND as I am feeling this, I am also scared of missing out of the human experience of contraction/expansion and of missing something important in the darker mood.
I ask for guidance and instantly realize that I AM ABLE TO, thus I am ready to. But as I realize this, and that I have to share about this amazing possibility, I am also afraid of being too much for others (because we don’t want to provoke others right?) but I am in this business of helping others move past the ego and release attachment to suffering, so I am bound to provoke the ego to some extent in the process. I am hoping to display that in any moment, we can choose our experience and that it is pretty effing amazing to be able to choose our happiness!
I chose joy. It took a moment or two of internal shifting my frequency/energy, but again I feel the high vibe ecstatic joy that is AVAILABLE at any time.
And I can be happy AND reflective, working on grounding myself again and moving slowly through my day too!
This is sovereignty.
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With blessings for your happiness, excitement and joy!